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My new cellphone! Oh my... finally I have my own new phone... I bought it by my self.. I chose it my self also. So funny it is. How I was so nervous when I must chose which kind of cell phone I want to buy. Or when I found that the price was more expensive than I know first. But thanks so much to my friends who accompanied me went around looking for the the best price patiently. And finally after almost an hour of desperately moment and almost gave up, we found a store which gave us the best price among all of stores we visited. They gave us the most cheaper including  bonus also!! Waaoow... so happy!! Well, unfortunately I am still a conservative girl who use a modern stuffs rarely. That's why I still need to learn more how to tame this super cool cell phone so that it could receive pictures from my recent phone. Hehehe Shame on me!! And my super mega thank to my sister!!! Because this super cool cell phone is a birthday present from her due to the urgency connectio...

It has been almost a week since my mom and sist arrived in japan. They spent holidaty together without me and dad. So terribly sad ; ( Since it was a present from my sist for mom, I've no right to insist to come along them. But I do really proud and very happy for my mom that she could go so faaar away from home to enjoy her leisure time with sis since she always busy by doing her routine activities which take all her time. That is why by going abroad she could at least forget about her daily routine for a while. May God will always blesses her with happiness, health and loves from everyone around her. And I wish my turn will come soon so that I can take my mom for a vacation also together with dad. Amin My beloved mom at fuji mount  mom and sister

setelah menunda semua perayaan 'besar' dalam satu bulan ini, akhirnya saya punya kesempatan untuk merayakannya dalam satu hari. Bersamaan. :) Meski harus curi-curi waktu dan kesempatan, bahkan badan sampai remuk redam, tapi perayaan bulan ini luar biasa!! Spesial! :) Pertama, karena akhirnya saya bisa merayakannya lagi bersama partner saya Kedua, saya merayakannya d gunung!! Meski tidak sampai puncak, tapi semua proses dari awal hingga akhirlah yang saya betul2 menikmatinya :) apalagi saya cuma naik berdua dengan partner saya, hahaha Dan yg terakhir karena kami merayakan  3 hal dalam satu hari itu : ulang tahun saya, ulang tahun negeri saya indonesia, dan ulang tahun kesepakatan kami :) pos 4 gunung ciremai

people will always have no power to decide who's going to die or live longer, God does. rest in peace mbak Ninik. we will always miss you so much.., ;(

Oh my life!!! never imagine that finally i will do the traditional medical for Moslem especially called bekam. have you ever heard? do you know about it? i do, but not specifically. it started when the headache comes regularly to me. by the time it comes more often and it hurts so bad. i will just lay on my bad with nothing to do. sometimes it can be cured just by sleeping a few hours but mostly i should take a medicine. sigh.. so that my mother came and asked me to do bekam with the daughter of my dad's friend, a very religious girl. i refused it at once because too afraid to imagine that a needle will stab my skin so that the dirty blood would come over the skin. but finally i agreed, still do not know why :P in fact, the process was not that complicated as i thought before. the girl only asked me to did wudhu and then laid on the table while she started did something on my back. an hours later, the process finished with so many livid circles on my back. the process didn...

Happy Aidil Fitri! in this special day, may we all be blessed and forgiven by Allah SWT. may we also meet Lebaran next year in a complete family :) so happy to meet Lebaran and celebrate the special day among my family even for just a week. can't wait to spend the third day of Lebaran by visiting all of my big family's houses all over Bandar Lampung together. and i have to prepare my stomach to eat so many sweet cookies and food! Hahaha

sebagian orang bilang, langkah pertama yang paling menentukan. dan ketika kesadaran baru datang setelah semenahun melangkah, bahwa beratus langkah ternyata salah atau menyimpang atau bodoh, masihkan ada kesempatan untuk memperbaiki beratus langkah itu  dengan sekali langkah? bodoh rasanya kalo menyalahkan satu sama lain, apalagi kebodohan usia dan emosi yang masih terlalu muda untuk menerima gejolak yang berapi-api, tapi karena itu, begitu banyak langkah yang diambil tanpa pikir panjang dan matang-matang. sekarang, saat ini, ketika emosi pun belum sepenuhnya terkendali, usia semakin berjalan maju, dan jarak semakin menjauh, langkah semakin berat untuk kembali memulai. untuk memperbaiki. untuk mengulang kembali. untuk - setidaknya bilang selamat tinggal pada apa yang telah lalu dan mari kita mulai hari ini dengan jabat tangan. sayang.. masih sulit.., karena yang bersangkutan keburu pergi dan sulit diminta kembali.

katanya selama bulan Ramadhan, setan-setan di rantai, katanya selama bulan Ramadhan, selain puasa menahan lapar dan haus, kita juga harus menahan segala hawa nafsu. tapi sejak tiba di kota kelahiran, sudah beberapa kali saya melihat orang-orang yang justru emosinya meluap-luap, sampai-sampai hanya karena masalah kecil yang sebenarnya masih bisa dibicarakan baik-baik, langsung main pukul, di tengah jalan raya pula. siigh.. ternyata hanya setan yang berkeliaran saja yang dirantai. ternyata di dalam setiap diri manusia, masih ada setan yang luput atau memang tidak dirantai karena mereka ada karena manusia itu sendiri. seperti hawa nafsu. nafsu untuk marah, dengki, sedih, jutek, sombong, iri, dan lainnya yang cuman manusia sendiri yang bisa mengontrolnya. dan mungkin, perut yang lapar mendorong lahirnya lebih banyak emosi. senggol sedikit marah, bete sendikit marah, .., *ngelus dada. miris., tinggal beberapa hari lagi kita menuju hari kemenangan, malah terkotori dengan yang seperti i...

was been so muuuuuuch happy since my Dad suddenly asked me to learn driving his new car this morning. Yeay!! since it is an automatic car, i found no trouble driving it for the first time. we decided to learn in Way Halim because it is a place where people are usually learn how to drive a car or motorcycle. it has a wide straight road and often lack of people. especially in a fasting time like this time. my Dad only showed me the basic rules and explained the function of each tools in the car and he allowed me drove the car by my self. Wooohhhh! it was so scary at first, but after my second turn it felt more delight and i got used to push the brake softly and started to drove it faster. :)) it felt soooooo goood!!! Thank you soooooooo much Daddy!!

bukan hal baru buat saya mengikuti tradisi mudik. sejak 4 tahun yang lalu, saya sudah resmi bergabung bersama para pemudik ikut serta memacetkan jalan-jalan penting di Jawa. tapi bedanya, selama 4 tahun sebelumnya saya selalu mudik pada H-2 minggu biasanya. jadi jalanan belum benar-benar padat dengan para pemudik. tapi suasannya sudah terasa. dijamin! nah, meskipun tahun ini saya tinggal di ibukota yang notabenenya jarak dengan kampung halaman tidak sejauh dulu, waktu masih berdomisili di kota pelajar, tapi nyatanya karena saya baru dapet cuti libur H-5 lebaran, saya beruntung sekali kebagian macet parah di Merak. padahal bus sudah sampai di pelabuhan itu jam 12 malam, tapi karena penuh sesak dan antrian yang Subahanallah sekali, bus baru dapat kapal jam 3 lebih. belum lagi volume kapal yang kecil sudah penuh sesak dengan para pemudik yang sudah masuk kapal duluan. sungguh perjalanan subuh-subuh buta yang menguji iman. akhirnya setelah telat 3 jam, saya sampai juga di kota kelahira...