jobless

i had run for almost a year to finish my study and graduate on November this year. i had written along day and night till i lost my weight extremely.

i had caught my lecturer every day only to make sure that she had read and commented on my writings.

and finally i had my final test in the beginning of October so that i could prepare everything that i need to fill the requirement of the graduation program.

now i am here.
sitting on my desk.
staring on to my laptop searching for a job.

i am officially jobless.

the feeling even sucker than being a final level college student.